Sitting with a dear friend of mine tonight, she brought out the truth. The hidden dull pain of 10 years. And the fact that it was revived by a special encounter. I didn’t even realize it before. No i’m lying, I realized it but never had the guts to say it out loud. As if speaking my truth would impair me. I don’t know much on letting go and from one relationship to the next, I don’t leave much space to manouver in. I know I shouldn’t share such intimate sentiments with the virtual world. But sharing with a room full of strangers is often more comforting and easier than admitting to one person the truth about it all.