so the Director’s cut goes like this: i’m in Love with three Men.  One has transitioned long ago so we’re definitely going for Life here.  One knows so we’re definitely going platonic here, yes, WE, beautiful RELATIONSHIP.  One told me he Loves me, which entitled me to in turn, declare the burning flame, and this is definitely a place where veils still remain unlifted. it’d take scratching a mere touch deeper to bring’m out. but, like i said: Director’s cut. not final tho